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aku baru je menghabiskan masa emas dengan cerita ni. cerita dah lama tapi baru tengok gara-gara baru posting psychiatric. lets cekidout bayi!
(***aku malas jadi copy paste je lah kan***)
pic courtesy of google
John Nash arrives at Princeton University as a new graduate student. He is a recipient of the prestigious Carnegie Prize for mathematics. Though he was promised a single room, his roommate Charles, a literature student, greets him as he moves in and soon becomes his best friend. Nash also meets a group of other promising math and science graduate students, Martin Hansen, Sol, Ainsley, and Bender, with whom he strikes up an awkward friendship. Nash admits to Charles that he is better with numbers than people, which comes as no surprise to them after watching his largely unsuccessful attempts at conversation with the women at the local bar.
Nash is seeking a truly original idea for his thesis paper, and he is under increasing pressure to develop his thesis so he can begin work. A particularly harsh rejection from a woman at the bar is what ultimately inspires his fruitful work in the concept of governing dynamics, a theory in mathematical economics. After the conclusion of studies as a student at Princeton, Nash accepts a prestigious appointment at the Massachusetts Institute of Technology (MIT), along with his friends Sol and Bender.
John Nash~pic courtesy of google
Five years later, Nash is invited to a secret United States Department of Defense facility in the Pentagon to crack a complex encryption of an enemy telecommunication. Nash is able to decipher the code mentally to the astonishment of other codebreakers. There, he encounters a mysterious Department of Defense agent, William Parcher who observes Nash performance from above, while partially concealed behind a screen.
On a return visit to Princeton, Nash runs into his former roommate Charles and meets Charles young niece Marcee, whom he adores. He told Charles that he is in love with Alicia Larde, his student who he met while teaching a class on Calculus at MIT. During that class he places a particularly interesting problem on the chalkboard that he dares his students to solve. Alicia comes to his office to discuss the problem, the two fall in love. Eventually they married.
alicia~pic courtesy of google
Parcher gives him a new assignment to look for patterns in magazines and newspapers, ostensibly to thwart a Soviet plot. He must write a report of his findings and place them in a specified mailbox. After being chased by the Russians and an exchange of gunfire, Nash becomes increasingly paranoid and begins to behave erratically.
After observing this erratic behavior, Alicia informs a psychiatric hospital. Later, while delivering a guest lecture at Harvard University, Nash realizes that he is being watched by a hostile group of people. Although he attempts to flee, he is forcibly sedated and sent to a psychiatric facility. Nash's internment seemingly confirms his belief that the Soviets were trying to extract information from him. He views the officials of the psychiatric facility as Soviet kidnappers.
Alicia, desperate to help her husband, visits the mailbox and retrieves the never-opened "top secret" documents that Nash had delivered there. When confronted with this evidence, Nash is finally convinced that he has been hallucinating. The Department of Defense agent William Parcher and Nash's secret assignment to decode Soviet messages was in fact all a delusion. Even more surprisingly, Nash's friend Charles and his niece Marcee are also only products of Nash's mind.
After a painful series of insulin shock therapy sessions, Nash is released on the condition that he agrees to take antipsychotic medication. However, the drugs create negative side-effects that affect his relationship with his wife and, most dramatically, his intellectual capacity. Frustrated, Nash secretly stops taking his medication and hoards his pills, triggering a relapse of his psychosis.
insulin shock therapy~pic courtesy of google
While bathing his infant son, Nash becomes distracted and wanders off. Alicia is hanging laundry in the backyard and observes that the back gate is open. She discovers that Nash has turned an abandoned shed in a nearby grove of trees into an office for his work for Parcher. Upon realizing what has happened, Alicia runs into the house to confront Nash and barely saves their child from drowning in the bathtub. When she confronts him, Nash claims that his friend Charles was watching their son. Alicia runs to the phone to call the psychiatric hospital for emergency assistance. Parcher urges Nash to kill his wife, but Nash angrily refuses to do such a thing. After arguing with Parcher, Nash accidentally knocks Alicia to the ground. Afterwards, Alicia flees the house in fear with their child, but Nash steps in front of her car to prevent her from leaving. After a moment, Nash realizes that Marcee is a figment of his hallucinations because she has remained the same age since the day he met her. He tells Alicia, "She never gets old." Only then does he accept that all three people are, in fact, part of his hallucinations.
abandoned shed where Nash found work for Parcher~pic courtesy of google
Caught between the intellectual paralysis of the antipsychotic drugs and his delusions, Nash and Alicia decide to try to live with his abnormal condition. Nash consciously says goodbye to the three of them forever in his attempts to ignore his hallucinations and not feed his demons. However, he thanks Charles for being his best friend over the years, and says a tearful goodbye to Marcee, stroking her hair and calling her "baby girl", telling them both he wouldn't speak to them anymore.
Nash grows older and approaches his old friend and intellectual rival Martin Hansen, now head of the Princeton mathematics department, who grants him permission to work out of the library and audit classes, though the university will not provide him with his own office. Though Nash still suffers from hallucinations and mentions taking newer medications, he is ultimately able to live with and largely ignore his psychotic episodes. He takes his situation in stride and humorously checks to ensure that any new acquaintances are in fact real people, not hallucinations.
Nash eventually earns the privilege of teaching again. He is honored by his fellow professors for his achievement in mathematics, and goes on to win the Nobel Memorial Prize in Economics for his revolutionary work on game theory. Nash and Alicia are about to leave the auditorium in Stockholm, when John sees Charles, Marcee and Parcher standing and smiling.
watching this movie, make you feel how it was to walk in schizophrenic shoes.
aku puji Alicia sebab sabar jaga Nash
tapi in real life susah nak cari mental patients yang dapat 100% family support
tengok la tengok la
best!
tapi kalau mathematicians yang tengok maybe diorang lagi faham kot all the terms yang digunakan.
semalam ketika menghadiri pertunangan cousin aku di bangi, aku berjumpa lah segala pakciks, makciks, atoks and opahs yang aku ade kat dunia ni. eh...macam skema je starting ayat aku. oh whatever! even tak semua yang ade tapi cukup meriah lah tatkala menyiapkan hantaran sampai pukul 3 pagi dan bergosip di ceruk dapur sambil membincangkan bagaimana caranya membuat kek lapis sarawak yang sedap sehingga menjilat pisau pemotong tuh.
tapi dalam bergosip, mereka pon membincangkan isu-isu kesihatan masing-masing. yang ini ade diabetes lah, itu hypertension lah, sini ade asthma dan yang sinun baru dapat dengue fever lah. haih...nebes i taw u alls cakap-cakap mende camnih. bukan ape nanti bila diorang nak confirmation diorang tanye aku balek. aigoooooo...i'm just a third year medical student. bukan semua aku grab lagi ni. tambahan pulak aku ni pemalas yang sebenarnye kalau dipikirkan tak patot ambik medik. hihi...tapi ape yang aku tahu aku jawab je lah kan. pastuh depa dok ceghita pasai masalah tulang yang dihadapi wanita atau pon oesteoporosis dan susu anlene! one of my makcik tanye betol ke ambik ke tak susu tuh same je outcomenye, u still have the bony problems! i dont know kat mane die tahu that kind of rumors, tak silap dari kawan-kawan die jugak and now die pon dah stop ambik sebab takot the bone getting severe kalau die continue. the good thing is i dont have the answer for that question. mesti makcik aku cakap...itu pon tak tahu. logik lah aku tak tahu kan. mane ade susu anlene dalam syllabus pembelajaran aku.
tak tahu latest pack anlene camna...har3 ~ pic courtesy of google
tapi isu anlene membuatkan aku berpikir dalam-dalam. lantas bila sampai rumah semalam aku terus on laptop and surfing pasal anlene ni. and i found this, actually kalau nak minum susu tuh u alls kene bancuh dengan air suam or air sejuk je. jangan sembarangan gune air panas. bancuh dengan air panas sama seperti u alls minum air panas kosong je. hal ini kerana, kandungan calcium dalam anlene tuh lebih kecil saiz nye dari calcium biasa yang ditemui dalam makanan lain. jadi dalam layman term nye, air panas tuh meng-get-rid-kan calcium tuh. so u alls minum susu anlene without calcium. for those yang minum anlene tiap-tiap hari tapi outcome die tak good mane pon u alls mungkin kene pertimbangkan hal bancuhan susu ni. mungkin u alls pakai air panas. kalau u alls beli susu ni pon, dekat pack die ade tulis;
cara penyedian :
tambahkan 4 sudu besar susu tepung kedalam AIR SEJUK atau AIR SUAM
so after this aku pon nak start lah minum susu. muda-muda lagi aku asyik dengar bone aku crack-crack je. takot plak nanti tengah menari zapin dengan husband aku tiba-tiba sakit pinggang cam dalam iklan anlene dalam tv tuh. :D
kebelakangan ni kan, semua kawan2 aku nak cakap pasal kawen. jadi bukanlah salah aku kalau aku pon TERpikir pasal kawen jugak kan. heheheee...lagipon macam dah jadi adat resam pulak kat kolej aku ni budak2 medik nak kawen awal je. junior aku first year and second year pon dah ade yang kawen dulu. haih...jeles aku. tapi diorang punye husband kaya-raya boleh lah menampung hidup diorang kan. kalau aku yang kawen, sape je nak tanggung aku ni, dahlah same2 belaja lagi. keskeskes...maaplah aku tengah state erotomania sekarang nih. tu perasan sikit kitorang same2 belaja lagi walhal aku single lagi sebenanrnye. eh eh erotomania tuh maksudnye kite perasan someone deeply in love dengan kite padahal kite syok sendiri sebenarnye. well, i saje je nak show off ilmu psychiatric yang baru seminggu belajar ni. okay, you allz kat luar tuh jangan erotomania sangat nanti kene masuk wad twenty-empat pula.
awak nanti saya nak wedding ring camni~pic courtesy of google
sebenarnye, aku dok berceritera pasal kawen ni bukan aku nak sangat pon kawen. carik nahas namenye kalo mintak nak kawen kat mak sekarang. lambat lagi. aku plan second year housemanship nanti baru aku nak settle down pasal kawen ni. heheheheee...aku bila cakap pasal kawen aku selalu terbayang kasut yang aku pakai time kawen nanti. aku berangan nak pakai heel sebab sepanjang aku belom kawen ni aku tak pernah memakai heel langsung. at least kawen nanti first and the last time la aku pakai heel. bukan ape, asal aku nak pakai heel je semua orang tak berapa nak bagi. jeles betol. dorang cakap aku dah cukup tinggi. mak aku pon tak bagi. haih...tinggi sangat ke 161cm? ramai je lagi perempuan yang tinggi dari aku. tapi takpe lah. fine lah. aku pakai flat shoes je lah. tapi akan ku pastikan kawen nanti aku pakai heel jugak! oh incik suami tolonglah anda tinggi sikit je pon takpe dari saye. orang yang same belajar ngan aku tuh tinggi ke ha dari aku? jeng3...ish buat kontrobersi je kan aku kalau ade budak batch aku bace nih:D
nice kasut~pic courtesy of google
jadi sepanjang 21 tahun (18 julai ni aku masuk 22...saje nak promote birthday) aku hidup ni, flat shoes je la teman terbaek kaki aku. terima kaseh flat shoes. memang best lah pakai kau. aku appreciate sangat. paling best kau lah menyelesakan kaki aku tatkala bedside teaching dengan doktor kat hospital. aku rase high heel tak mampu nak treat aku camna kau buat kat aku. bukan ape aku ade bace pasal pros n cons pakai high heel nih. lets cekidout!
pros nye pakai high heel;
kite rase kite seksi dan menarik perhatian, jadi self-confidence tinggi di khalayak ramai!ye ke?
pakai high heel posture badan jadi cantek katenye. alahai..nak cantek pergi gym pon boley kan?
kaki boleh jadi panjang and then kite pon jadi tinggi. tapi aku tak tahu ape mechanism pakai high heel boley panjangkan kaki nih. yang aku tahu human being punye growth akan stop sampai some extend of age.
last but not least, high heel ni reflects personality kite. tapi pakai flat shoes pon same je wat?
cons nye pakai high heel;
cons dia kite tak nampak tapi kite akan rase which it may cause changes yang boleh jadi irreversible for lifetime! contosnye, drastic bony changes boleh berlaku kat tulang belakang dan juga lutut kite. for God sake, i dont want it to be happen! tapi kalau tak pakai heel pon diri sendiri tak reti nak minum calcium macam aku ni tak guna jugak kawan2. oesteoporosis jugak tua nanti. jadi ape lagi, jomlah pegi beli susu anlene di pasaran beramai-ramai!
selain saket tulang belakang dengan lutut, pakai heel ni jugak boley dapat ankle injury, bruises n blisters. ini lah jadinye kalau pilih kasut yang cantek but not comfortable enough for your kaki. or may be kasut tu not fit enough dengan kaki korang.
lagi satu, pakai high heel ni sebabkan kaki depan kite kene tampung beban berat badan. jadinye kaki depan cepat saket dan boleh sebabkan joint pain kt metatarsal bones (tulang kaki).
memalukan diri sendiri aje kalau pakai stilettos tinggi2 tuh tapi tak pandai imbang badan pastuh ter-pel-le-ot kat depan public. so kalau nak pakai kene ade ability and skills berjalan baru tak jatuh!
takot tak takot tak~pic courtesy of google
tapi sape2 nak pakai high heel tuh pakai je lah. no hard feeling. saje je nak share.at least korang ade peluang nak pakai. sob sob sob. aku jugak yang teringin. haih...mintak2 nanti kawen ngan orang yang tinggi. baeklah, back to bussiness!
sempena dah habis posting mitc (medicine in the community), dr yip pon bawak lah aku dgn budak2 group posting aku ni pergi berhiking kat bukit kledang. dengar name tak sefamous macam gunung ledang so aku pon memperlekehkan lah si bukit kledang ni. aku tahu korang pon mesti memperlekehkan bukit kledang ni. da lah bukit je pon kan. bukannye gunung pon. memang bajet habis lah aku boleh hike dgn sempurna tanpa ade komplikasi semasa dan selepas berhiking. jadi disebabkan terlalu bersemangat, aku bersama atira (seorang housemate aku) dan sades (seorang groupmate aku) pergi lah seawal morning. pukul 0645 kot kitorang keluar rumah. dr yip suruh jumpa kt KK Buntong pukul 0700. memang kitorng lah muka paling awal datang. <bangga> . tapi bangga bertukar menjadi gundah gulana sebab nak dekat pukul 0730 baru yang lain datang. patotnye pukul 0730 dah start hike dah. tapi takpe kitorang tak bermasam muka sebab korang yang lambat bawak makanan yang best! and by the time 0745, kitorang memulakan journey berhiking. semangat lah aku ambik gambor semua orang. bukan ape sebab time awal2 ni je kan sume org berseri-seri.
caen n akma
atira n sades
tapi baru suku berjalan aku dah penat. memang psycho gila tengok tangga banyak sangat. boleh dapat psychosis macam nih. hahaha...tade kaitan pon psycho tengok tangga dgn psychosis. aku memang suke exaggerate. jadi disebabkan tangga yang extreme banyaknye jadi bukanlah salah aku kalau aku asyik berhenti tepi jalan je kan. kenapa lah hampa dok buat tangga lagu tuh. hampa taw tak tangga2 tuh gelak kan kami yang tak larat nak berpijak di bumi yang nyata sebenaqnya. bak kata groupmate aku alang2 baek buat escalator terus. melampau betol kawan aku nih sampai nak berescalator. baek ko tak payah pergi hiking cenggini.
aku prefer jalan macam ni drpd tangga
its killing us
akma cissss dah semput sebab beg berat bawak tin keropok katenye
after jalan guna tangga psycho tuh kitorang pakai tar road pulak. ni kurang sikit penatnye tapi itule, lame pulak dia ambik mase. sebab pakai tar road lagi jauh. memang jalan dia lencong-lencong macam naik tanah tinggi kameron. itu sebab aku pening kepala. hehehe...x tipu je. nak hilangkan kepenatan kitorang maen teka-teki. okeh aku test korang. binatang ape yang suke bebeno nak konpius2? jawab lah kalau tawu. jawapan yang dihantar dlm mase 24 jam akan dibelanja choki2. aku tahu tade sape pon yang dapat hantar jawapan on time sebab blog aku tak famous. silap-silap tade orang pon bace. yang aku nak bangga dgn group aku nih sebab kitorang 1st group yang dr yip bawak yang mana semuanya lepas naik ke puncak malahan kami sampai bukan takat satu puncak tapi dua puncak kami tawan. walaupun kat puncak tu ade stesen pencawang je aku tetap bangga. kat puncak kedua kami bukak bekal nak makan breakpes. lapo weh pukul 11 baru nak breakpes.
aku pening time ni tu gambar aku duduk sopan je
time ni la da kene tinggal dgn dr yip sebab lembap macam siput
kaki zahar yang cramp
da lah kene tinggal jauh tapi boleh lagi berhenti sini nak maen air
akhirnya sampai jugak...kami bersama buku anatomy yang dibawa zahar
breakpes di kala jam 11 pagi
makanan semua sedap. ade roti canai, bihun farahin masak (sedap gila), keropok ikan akma dan beberapa makanan rapu yang lain. lepas makan kitorang pon turun semula. and i thought journey untuk turun senang. but then it hurts my legs more. sebab turun bukit kan, kaki kene tahan badan. memang tak larat lah. asyik berhenti je. last2 kene tinggal lagi dgn dr yip. dr yip kate dia tunggu kat waterfall. sebabkan jauh lagi nak jalan kitorang guna shortcut. tapi dr yip tak tahu kitorang guna shortcut ni. diam-diam sudah. maen waterfall sekejap pastuh teruskan journey balek. dan lagi sekali kene tinggal dgn dr yip. tangkas betol dr yip ni. kagum aku. tapi aku lagi kagum dgn uncle bertongkat naik bukit sorang2 yang kitorang jumpa. aku rase dia ada stroke sebab half badan paralysed. kalau dia boleh kenape kitorang yang normal ni tak boleh kan? hummm...fikir2kan lah dan selamat beramal!
baru habes makan
ready untuk turun
ikot jalan yg diharamkan dr yip
waterfall!!!
sampai kaki bukit akhirnya...minum air kelapa...masyuk
sekian lah journey kami. untuk makluman tuan puan, aku muntah lepas habes hike semalam. fuhhh...memang dahsyat. itulah ko pergi lagi memperlekehkan bukit kledang. pasnih kalau orang ajak aku pergi hike lagi aku akan pikir 18 juta kali. kalau jungle trekking okay lagi kot. oh ye, aku ade gak jumpa binatang kat sana. unik sungguh binatang ciptaanNya.
